salam!

currently, di samping study auditing untuk peperiksaan akhir Auditing hari khamis ni, ak juge tlh buat research yg agak detailed mengenai introversion..being an introvert person, i think ive to make this research..(study yg ade exam maleh..study yg x masuk exam sukerr..committed gile)..

ak penah rse ak ni pelik plus a bit complicated..

1. i dont like gatherings..small group ak suke n boleh lepak lame2..bile dlm satu group yg besar, i feel uncomfortable if ak xde activity nk buat..mcm batch gathering hari tu ok..i had fun coz penuh dgn activity..ak rse ak ade btau dlm entry ak before ni yg xtau knape ak rse mcm nk meletup kpale otak ak kalo after couple of hours ak pegi party/open house, ak still ade kat situ..slalu pk knape ak mcm ni?adekah pnyakit baru ak or ape?kalo ak pegi tmpt2 yg hmpir smue ak x knal lg la...xyah tgu satu jam..setgh jam pon ak x bleh survive..so when i researched about this introversion, ak lbh memahami knape ak mcm tu..mcm dlm entry ak before ni..for introverts, socializing is like draining to them..yes that's true..wokie, dont bring me to events that i dont hv any close friends there..

2. n introverts r slow in responding to questions/ideas..bermakne x bleh spontan la..introverts include me have to think carefully before respond to any ideas..mcm ak...kalo tetibe cikgu suh wat group utk bincang ape2 topik..definitely ak senyap r..

kat atas nih ade video psl bekerje dgn introverts..x bermakne kalo ak senyap when in groups, ak uninterested n unknowledgeable about that topic..i just hv to think in a longer period than extroverts..i'm thinking ok..that's y i think study group is useless for me..coz i'm blank when u ask questions for me to answer immediately..

3. yes, although i hate gatherings, i did go to a number of social events..dont ever ask "y r u so quiet?"..i just do n i dont hv the reason for that..i choose not to talk..full stop..dont ask..i will talk if i hv something to say..bknnye x penah tgk ak berckp..n penah jgk org assume ak stress..wuahahaha..ok as for u to know ur assumption yg buat ak rse stress..their assumption is because i dont smile..ok see this video..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bSUO88HSgaw&feature=related..ak penah btau dlu, i dont smile if i hv no reason to smile..bkn sbb ak stress...alahaii..naseb xde award paling x suke senyum..hahaha..introverts just dont smile..period.

4. introverts just love to be alone..bcoz while being alone, introverts get their energy..x pyh la tnye knape ak kdg2 tolak ur invitation..i just dont feel like going out..drpd korg tgk muke ak kne pakse klua..baiklah kirenye ak tolak..n x pyh la ckp ak suke sgt bilik ak..ak suke keadaan yg tenang...x kire la dkat taman ke dkat restoren ke..not that i love my room..ak cume suke keadaan yg peaceful, quiet..tp x bermakne ak x klua lngsg..wokie..

research psl introvert ni juge menunjukkn bhw extroverts sgt susah untuk memahami introverts..utk org2 yg extroverts, introverts just dont make any sense...mereke pelik knape ade org x suke klua..x suke gathering...cube phm..psl introversion ni, ak sndiri pon still dlm process utk phm diri sndiri..if i hv choice, i dont wish to be introvert sbb extroverts r more socially acceptable..but i am one..

p/s : yay! tgl satu lg paper=)